death to patriotism.

it's funny. you know me.. md yang berambisi to make a better Indonesia. pengen ngebenerin ini ngebenerin itu semangat 45.. md yg cuman pengen memajukan Indonesia dll dll... md yg ga mikir mau kerja diluar negeri ato di multinational company just because md mau jerih payah md hanya untuk Indonesia.. md yang ini md yg itu.. md yang cinta banget sama Indonesia.

and it's ironic what the country did to me.

my dad is a superbusy guy that works for the country. I mean.. literally.. he works for the country.
saking super sibuknya dia ga pernah minta ijin *atau mungkin ga bisa* untuk nengok md di melben. selama 4 taun skolah disini ga pernah sekali pun papa nengok. dan skarang pun.. md mau graduation, I mean really.. my hopeless brother can never finish his uni so this is my dad's first graduation for his child. dan dia harus minta ijin jauh sebelumnya.. dan cuman dapet LIMA HARI itu pun diitung kamis, jumat, sabtu, minggu, senin. MAKSUDNYA: brangkat kamis (preferably malem seudah pulang kantor) dan pulang senin (preferably senin udah nyampe indo).. YANG ARTINYA: nyampe melben jumat, dan pergi dari melben minggu.

klo itung kasar.. md cuman dapet kunjungan TOTAL 4 hari selama md hidup di melben. and that's like: jatahnya SEHARI untuk TIAP TAUN.

and so it is.. this is what my country did to me. so they can overworked my dad. and so that I should never have a wish of him spending a week, not even a decent week for me after all 4 years.

GREAT!

thanks to my dad. thanks to my country.

I feel shit.